Just like that (2)

Just like that my heart is filled with love and affection.
For no reason
Without a cause
Just because

Is it a lie?

It is far easier to believe that there is a lie lying in here somewhere, then to trust that the one truly exists. If faced with perfection in such imperfect state, what do you do? When you finally understand that the one is not the other for you, but the other in you, what do you do?

WHAT THE F*** DO YOU DO WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE?!

Ok... back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place...

Sitting still

The hardest is to seat still,
Not moving and letting the world come to me
After years of frantic arm-waving, the stillness feels good but is strange to get used to.

It is no longer about the right thing to do
It is no longer about pride and what I deserve
It is no longer about anything I have experienced or am familiar with

It is a new road,
A fine and pleasant new road.

Life can be wonderful as that.

Made for two

I have been made for two
To be with another
To treat another
To hold another
To breath another

And as I am one
I still do not feel alone
But only because I feel
The presence of another
The hug of another
The breath of another

What to do?! (2)

Scream out loud or just seat back and stare at the void?

I have the feeling, but I can't get passed this numbness. Maturity cannot be this insensitive, can it? It should not make us feel indifferent. It would be a tragedy. I live for my emotions!