Is it a lie?

It is far easier to believe that there is a lie lying in here somewhere, then to trust that the one truly exists. If faced with perfection in such imperfect state, what do you do? When you finally understand that the one is not the other for you, but the other in you, what do you do?

WHAT THE F*** DO YOU DO WHEN NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE?!

Ok... back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place, back to my zen place...