Today

Today I have offically given up on us... I still love you, but I know I cannot love you forever anymore.

I did not see you comming, and I sure as hell did not notice you leave...

I can't understand, and I won't ask why... Eternity is what we live in every second. It will be clear one day...

But I do thank you. I thank you for loving me how I needed. Thank you for making me love forever again. Thank you for sticking by while you could.

It has been harder letting go... it will no longer be so.

Drive safe... find whatever you are searching for, and enjoy it while it is worth it.

j'tadr

Your laughter

I heard your laugh today and I cried...

I am still wondering why. I trust all will be clearer with time.

After the sunset

This is all I can think of...

Tempted to touch... Paradise!



I've been told to figure out what I really want out of life... and I have been wanting this for so long... I have been wanting to throw all away and follow my heart and not reason...



I have heard that whatever one wants with all one's heart one can get... I just have to follow my heart and not be affraid to open new doors...



Follow my heart... follow dreams... true dreams...



Make them come true and rest well and at peace.



Past, gosts and monsters not welcome. And I will toast,not to the new me, but to the true me...

PMS' gone

And I can see somewhat clearer now... the sun is shinning again (though it is raining outside), but it is shining inside me...

It is time to think and grow... face fears and insecurities...

Paradise is slowing me down...

I still have him in my heart, I still love him forever, I am still here...

:) who'd have known?

Cansaco

Estou cansada... nem eu me tinha apercebido do quao cansada estou...
Nao aguento mais estas rotinas, estas dores, este nao pertencer, este nunca perceber...
Estou sem energias... estou desconsolada... estou desorientada...
Se a vida e tudo isto e apenas isto, nao faz muito sentido... Se a experiencia nao ensina, nem protege... se o futuro e puro cinismo, e se a expectativa e perder-se a fe...
Nao ha sanidade que aguente... e se o inimigo esta ca dentro e nao sai... se para fugir nao implica sair do lugar... mas se fugir nao e mesmo assim aresposta, mas permanecer e muito menos ainda... se faca-se o que se fizer tudo permanece... se nada realmente se modifica...
Se... se... se...
Foda-se!

Deceiving looks

Show me a picture where I am smiling, I will tell you why I was sad that day...

His diary

Ladies... Let us face it: his team lost, and all he wants is to get laid. That is all that there is to it. Stop torturing yourselves, stop inventing plots (that is us, not them). And never, ever make important decisions while under the influence of PMS!

Serie(ou)s

Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans.
(Sex and the City)

Humanity is overrated
(House)

What's luv

I am working on my insecurities... Really trying to work around them.
I mean, when it comes to ask: 'what's luv?' And the answer is: 'It should be about us, it should be about trust...'

Trust that we can make it
Trust that you are worth it
Trust that you are worth the lovin
Trust that you have got it

I am trying to accept that silence may mean nothing to say... and it should be ok to feel confortable being silent and still believing you mean something...

Slowing down, learning to do it, having someone teach you to do that... that is what luv is all about.