Bist Du aufgewacht?

I am ashamed to tell anyone

And I have no courage to tell you

I am so tired of the same nightmares and false hopes...

I might just start hating you for what you represent and not for what you are?

But then again I should just keep on hating myself for falling into the traps I know exactly where they are.

And it's not that life is complicated, or that I just complicate it even more

It is not that I feel it is my destiny, and that life will always repeat the same anoying habit over and over again...

It's just I want things I shouldn't want

And the more I should let go, the more I hold on to it...

And I am getting tired both of my morals and my inconsequences...