I cannot accept

I caanot accept that I am not entitled to feel hurt
I cannot accept that I have to accept that the world is like this
I cannot accept that life has to be cruel
I cannot accept that that I have to become smarter in love
I cannot accept that the concept of being smart in love is loving less
I cannot accept that people are able to exclude each other from their lives as easy as this
I cannot accept that people do not search and keep special bonds

But that is just me, I have spent my life not accepting reality
As a concequence I am not accepted too

Can't get with the program? The programme won't get with you.

And there is nothing else to it... It's the shitty life