You know when you are almost there?

either with the sneez or the orgasm...
it is so anoying to just be almost there, but never quite get there.
i almost managed... and i was being quite successful at it
and somehow i just halted
and now all i can do is keep myself from hating you
because today i cannot be your friend, but i don't want to be your fiend either
and i have no reason to hate you
which just means that deep, deep down i still somehow am in love with you
and all because you manage(d) to confuse me...

oh... what is the point!