Letters to the bottomless well

I haven't summoned the courage to tell you that
I miss you...
I missed you the whole day today.
I wished to have a glimpse of you,
Even if a fugitive one.

I have to keep myself from telling you these things
I am sure they would surprise you somehow.
I have to find out whether I can even feel this way about you
Or if I should just forget and burry all this
As another meaningless, transient moment.